I will defend the faith.

Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave. Tell me I'm a bad man, kick me like a stray.
House of Wolves - MCR
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quick set yeh
it's so fuckin hot out right now and I feel awful wow
in other news I just shot the worst roll of film in my life ooooo
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This is a fight for the day, night, black, white; a victory dance, a burning riot
We will, we will, we will rise again.
Conquistador - Thirty Seconds to Mars
holy.fucking.shit their new album though.
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oo new set
also hey, do you guys have any requests for collections? people have generally liked the ones I've done in the past, so if you want anything specific let me know in a comment or PM or whatever works.
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You count the headlights, I'll count the shooting stars / We've got all that we need to find our way out of the dark
We're Coming Up - For the Foxes
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lots of sets lately idk
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@shsdivaxoxoxo asked about some songs for a a road trip and I hope this isn't too late, and also I know our tastes in music are really different, but here are a few songs you might like:
 
- Tonight - Jessica Sanchez + Ne-Yo (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54nSydD9JqM) and also, check out the rest of her album Me, You & the Music
 
- Titanium - David Guetta + Sia (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRfuAukYTKg) this is actually one of my favorite songs
 
- For a Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBacON8vGIE) I know you've said you like them, and this is one of my favorites, soo yeah. oh and also Still Into You (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjZsuCKI-Uw) which you might've heard? and Brick By Boring Brick (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A63VwWz1ij0) another favorite ^-^
 
- Stutter - Marianas Trench (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKCmJieyvY4) this song always puts me in a good mood :) and Desperate Measures by MT too (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGrkYSQsOM4)
 
- This Ain't a Scene It's An Arms Race - Fall Out Boy // Kanye West remix http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19dt0YMYdw0 one of my favorite songs with Kanye West? different but try it?
 
- The Mighty Fall - Fall Out Boy + Big Sean http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPc4m_DGMMM dude this is my jammmm
 
- Thrift Shop - Mackelmore & Ryan Lewis http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QK8mJJJvaes ohhmygod I love this song too much. makes me smile. :)
 
- A little different too buuuut... Anna Sun by Walk the Moon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlIeCJWevCI it's more...indie I guess? idk, I don't know genres :c it's really happy and it always makes me think of road trips though :)
 
- Boomerang by The Summer Set http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6l6pSpxHXo (Chelsea and The Boys You Do are also good by them)
 
hopefully this helps a bit :)
In poison places, we are anti venom. We're the beginning of the end.
Young Volcanoes - Fall Out Boy
have I said before how perfect Save Rock and Roll is because wow
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uh yeah, trying out a new kind of set I guess. I kind of like it and I think it goes with the song well.
Yeah. Things are good.
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I know that I have always walked the line in between confidence and lies.
Always Summer - Yellowcard
can't wait till summer.
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hey, things are pretty good right now. I just hope they last, at least until finals...
also, 100 questions thing bc @shsdivaxoxoxo did them~
 
1 - slept nude? uh no
2 - taken α shower with someone? no
3 - made out with α member of the sαme s3x? no
4 - drove a car? yeeeeah I almost have my license!
O5 - stole anything? ahah no
O6 - been in love? no
O7 - been dumped? not like romantically...? does losing a friend count as being "dumped"?
O8 - stole anything from α friend or fαmily member? uh I've probably borrowed money from my parents & never paid them back...
O9 - gotten in α cαr with people you just met? no
1O - been in α fist fight? noooo
11 - snuck out of your/someone's house? no
12 - hαve feelings for someone who didn't feel the sαme? yes
13 - been αrrested? no
14 - hugged α strαnger? kind of, do band members I met for like five minutes count?
15 - met up with α member of the opposite s3x somewhere? yeah
16 - dαnced αround your house nude? no????
17 - hαd α crush on your neighbour? no
18 - ditched school? yes, part of it anyway, for an ATL show, so worth it
19 - slept in α bed with α member of the opposite s3x? yeah when I was younger probably with family idk
2O - lost α friend? many
21 - been on α plαne? yep
22 - been on αn islαnd? yeah
23 - slept in till 3pm? probably
24 - do you love somebody or miss somebody αt the moment? not really
25 - lαid on your bαck & wαtch cloud shαpes go by? yep
26 - mαde α snow αngel? yes
27 - plαyed dress up? yeah ^-^
28 - cheαted while plαying α gαme? of course
29 - been lonely? yes
3O - kissed more thαn one person in one night? no
31 - been to α club? yesss
32 - felt αn eαrthquαke? no
33 - touched α snαke? probably
34 - rαn α red light? no
35 - been suspended from school? never I'm too straight edge
36 - hαd detention? once
37 - been in α cαr αccident? kind of
38 - hαted the wαy you look? yes
39 - mαde yourself throw up?no
4O - crαwled through α window? yeah, to get into my house once hah
41 - been lost? yes
42 - been to the opposite side of the country? yep
43 - felt like dying? yes.
44 - cried yourself to sleep? actually no
45 - sαng kαrαoke? yess
46 - done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yeah
47 - lαughed until something you were drinking cαme out of your nose? yes
48 - cαught α snowflαke on your tongue? yes
49 - kissed in the rαin? no
5O - sαng in the shower? too often
51 - mαde love in α cαr? no dude I'm sixteen I don't wanna get pregnant wtf
52 - hαd α dreαm thαt you mαrried someone? no
53 - glued your hαnd to something? nope
54 - got your tongue stuck to α flαg pole? no
55 - gone to school nude? what? no?????
56 - been α cheerleαder? no way in hell
57 - didn't tαke α shower for α week? probably
58 - do you wαnnα see jerry? ....what
59 - do you like brownies? yeah
60 - would you still dαte someone even if they were covered in scαrs? of course
61 - αre you αddicted to p0rn? no???
62 - whαt αre your fαvourite things to eαt? chocolate covered espresso beans, ice cream
63 - would you cαll yourself αn inspriαtionαl person? nah
64 - what are your OTPs? jalex jalex jalex
65 - do you believe in gαy mαrriαge? yes very much
66 - whαt αre your thoughts on globαl wαrming? it sucks a lot and we should be doing way more about it than we are now
67 - tell me why you hate math: because I rarely understand it and it sucks and like when am I gonna use geometric sequences in life fuckin never
68 - shipper of larry? if larry = liam + harry from 1D, no, I don't know them
69 - do you like to hαve s3x? uh I'm sixteen so no??
7O - whαt αre your thoughts on homework?fuckdatshit
71 - whαt is something you feel strongly αbout? mental health, bullying
72 - broken α bone? no
73 - mooned/flashed someone? no??
74 - cheαted on α test? don't think so
75 - forgotten someone's nαme? yes too many times
76 - mαde love to αnything not humαn? NO????
77 - leαrned α new lαnguαge? I'm taking French, it's my fifth year but I can't speak it very well
78 - ever experienced deαth? no...?
79 - mαde out with α tree? no?
8O - humped the ground? wtf no
81 - mαde out with α justin bieber poster?nonono
82 - do you see yourself hαving kids in the future? maybe? idk
83 - girl crush? Hayley Williams and that actress who played Thirteen on house bye
84 - guy crush? Alex Gaskarth
85 - αddictions? Music, food, bad TV shows
86 - current crush? no one?
87 - celeb crush? Alex
88 - fαvourite member of one direction? I don't like them at all
89 - fαvourite justin bieber song? I don't like JB sorry
9O - fαvourite movie? Ocean's 11 or school of rock
91 - fαvourite show? uh Survivor or Project Runway
92 - who's your best friend of αll time? @shsdivaxoxoxo because she's been there through everything.
93 - ever peed in your pαnts from αges 1O & up? no??
94 - ever took α shower in the rαin?no
95 - ever spent the whole dαy on tumblr? yeeah
96 - ever wondered " whαt if ? " many many times
97 - do you think miley cyrus is sexy? sure
98 - ever wαtched p0rn? uh nope
99 - ever jαcked off? no
1OO - list 5 things you love αbout yourself: my taste in music, my style (even if I never show it off of polyvore), the fact that I try to be open-minded and kind to people, my hair when it's dyed haha
 
YEAH :)
There's a truth that we once knew and no longer can fear.
Peacemaker - Koji
new favorite band wow
 
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Just a super quick set that I actually kind of like idk but anyway yeah I'll be gone this weekend for my cousin's graduation, ooo
also spring fever was amazing
I crowdsurfed and I grabbed Jack's wrist and apparently hE POUTED AT ME BYE and I saw Jack twerk
I hope he wins hottest female ok
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We were the kings + queens of promise; we were the victims of ourselves.
Kings & Queens unplugged - Thirty Seconds to Mars
there are no words for how much I really fucking want them to tour the US for their new album wow.
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so uh, this is for @shsdivaxoxoxo... there'll probably be a lot more coming too but here's one to start with.
I'm really sorry I haven't replied to your messages but never feel bad about messaging me, I don't mind having a full inbox at all. I like talking to you, so having lots of messages from you doesn't bother me one bit.
And hey, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. /always/. I know it doesn't seem like that right now, but please, please never give up Sherrie.
This song has always given me hope and made me feel a little better about everything, so maybe it'll help you a little?
Acoustic: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxkj4KCpaGs
Normal: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTMrlHHVx8A -the music video might be kinda long though, they're kind of weird with that :P
 
You do not deserve to have to go through this but I believe you can get through this. I believe life will never give you more than you can handle. I love you so much, Sherrie.
 
xxoxo -Clare
Sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger.
I will sing to you every day if it takes the pain away.
Miss Missing You - Fall Out Boy
HOT DAMN, is Save Rock and Roll perfect or what?
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so this ismy set for @shsdivaxoxoxo , and I'm sorry for how thrown together it is because it's late but I really really wanted to publish it because I got your message, which I'll reply to tomorrow at lunch, so around 12 my time.
but anyway, Sherrie, I just want to tell you that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. It may not seem like it now, and trust me, I've been at the receiving end of those kind of comments, but I just want to tell you that, that things will get better and things will be okay. Because I've heard that before when I never thought they would change, and I denied that and said it was only for other people and not for me, but things have changed. I know it's hard to imagine right now but please please try to tell yourself that things will change and they'll get better, please. I firmly believe that with time, things will improve. I'm sort of living proof of that, because a few years ago, I did not want to live at all, but things have improved so much since then.
Just know that I love you and I care about you and I'm really really sorry I haven't been great about keeping in touch with you lately but I'll do better at that because I care so much about you and I want you to be happy.
I'm really sorry that that's all I can do right now, is tell you things will get better and that I love you. I wish I could do something else to make things better for you.
but also, one last thing--never feel bad for talking to me about anything, okay? It's fine if my life isn't the best right now. I care about you and I will try to help you no matter what.
 
So yeah. Things will change for you and I love you and I'll message you tomorrow. And I'm sorry for this bad set.
Okay, I have to go.
All my love -Clare xoxoxoxo
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left.
Jersey - Mayday Parade
I'm falling in love with them oh my god. can't wait till Spring Fever.
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so hey, I'm sick right now, but other than that things are getting better.
I'm leaving on Friday to go to my aunt and uncle's house in Florida :D I won't be back online until March 31 because on March 30 I'm going to see Pierce the Veil and Memphis May Fire and others :D I'm so so so excited to see Legacy live because it's helped me through the past few weeks, idk. it'll be weird, going with the people I'm going with, and PTV's setlist honestly could be better, but I'm still super super excited :)
 
and hey, I found someone who wants to and can go to Spring Fever with me! it involves driving an extra three hours to pick her up but it'll be so worth it. it'll be my dream tour, oh my god, I can't wait.
 
and also Mars put out a new single...meh. I just hope the album's better.
 
yay for a long description with random updates :)
And I try my best to embrace the darkness in which I swim.
Keep Your Head Up - Ben Howard
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADP65wbBUpc
this song is really perfect and I love the lyrics and just it's basically my new favorite. @shsdivaxoxoxo I think you'd like it, it's different, but it's calming I guess. go check it out if you can :)
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I feel really good right now.
I'm positive and inspired and content. I'm happy, and it's been a while since I've felt like this, but I'm just really glad I made it through that storm, I guess, and I'm kind of proud for staying clean too I guess.
Someone I follow on tumblr made a post about photography and stuff which I've been having issues with lately, and he said that not every photo needs to have a deep meaning. Some were taken just to be taken. They don't all need to have a story. They can be taken just to show something beautiful, and I feel like I've forgotten that and like I've been trying to make each photo I take have some meaning, like I've been overthinking it and forcing it, which is never good with any form of art. So I'm going to make that a goal for the rest of the year--to take pictures of what I find beautiful, and to not worry if it's perfect or deep or anything. I'm just going to do what I think will look good, and see how that works out for me.
I need to stop overthinking a lot of things, actually.
I need to let a lot of things go.
So I guess that will be a goal too.
 
Sorry this is so sappy right now, I just, idk, I'm content, and it's nice. Today was a pretty good day, and I took a chance and dyed my hair turquoise and I'm happy with it, and school's going well, and my whole friend situation is improving. I'm learning to be thankful for the good things in my life instead of focusing on the bad, I guess.
Just yeah. Things are good. :)
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